Even though I am happy with my boyfriend and I love him dearly, there are times that I think about someone else. I constantly wonder how they’re doing and what they’ve been up to. Occasionally I wonder if they think of me and I wonder how my life would be different if I just didn’t throw everything away. There’s not much I regret in my life but I do know that I regret losing and hurting an amazing person. They didn’t deserve that, they didn’t deserve to be thrown away after they treated me like a princess. I never thought I would be the kind of person to hurt someone the way I did. I’m so used to being the one who got hurt that I didn’t see myself hurting someone else, it was selfish. I know it probably doesn’t mean anything now, but if you’re reading this. I’m sorry. I’m absolutely sorry for being the biggest bitch in the world and you have every right to hate me. I just want you to know that I am sorry, from the bottom of my heart. ): And I do hope that you are doing well.